Idk what I am doing

You know sometimes I really do somethings that benefit YOU and not me but I still made it.You know I was thinking why can't You and me vs for her ....I stand A chance don't I?...I know,Im not cute like you,not as welcomed as you,Not as handsome as you.Im fat...I fail my nafa everytime...2.4 km also take 19 mins....But I care about her as much as you do ....dont I.I help you when You need me.You didnt when I need a friend.Are you such a difference between you and me.I HELPed u because I want you to be her guardian angel.Not the devil of her life.Maybe devils too much , we made her sad at least once.Every single people blame me for what I have done.But did I do as much as you?I know she lost trust to us because of me.I broke her first believe in fairytales, which every ending is happily ever after.Let me be the bad guy...Let me be the witch giving her a poison apple.Can you give her a kiss and bring her back?.If I were you, I don't even trust myself now. `YOUR suppose to be PRINCE CHARMING you KNOW?