I am not special, I am unique

"How much longer are we supposed to wait ...? I gave two months, it just is not enough ...? I'm sick of waiting ... I'm not tired ... everyone has been very cold these days ... I'm mad at myself ... I'm useless, I ... know all there is no courage to tell you again ... You're cold scaring me seriously. I do not like this way of progress ... it's not like other people to us why it is difficult to ...? " Why suddenly post things like that.....