I am not special, I am unique

My father called me a bastard again, he said I cost him everything... He took me as a jinx since he went into hospital , should hVe known... I got curse?? Wow so creative . Go be a president! Everything also said I am at wrong ... From now on.. Money is my friend , challenges are nothing... No one is trustworthy ... There is no love ... Only money... Once again I cried because I have lCk of money.. Maybe money is your friend AND your enemy... I asked too much.. Im going to study my way out of this terrible world I live in ... No one Is going to stand in my way ...