I am not special, I am unique

Day after day, I feel Tired....Tired of Seeing People crying....Tired of Arguing..Tired of Solving Arguments..
Tired of facing Challenges...Tired of waiting...but I never get tired watching you smile at me...
Blog:: You may not know, You mean a lot to me, And I feel very excited to be with you.Every time I see a chance I will try to wave to you, Like an Idiot, To make you less uncomfortable I will also say "hello" to your friend next to you at times.Back then...when I hear you laughing...I will turn around Looking for what your laughing about...But now..I will just feel blessed that you aren't Crying. It was a month ago, I wanted to  "High Five" with you....and we did!...To tell you the truth, You hand was small and soft on the palm, Warm even when it was less than a second...That day I smile to my hand....still remembering that soft Touch on my hand...
Its like I held your hand for a second but felt like forever...