I am not special, I am unique

Slowly I dont trust love, I would love to be with her, but why can't I just
Talk to her like I Do with my friends? Since no one would read this. I might as well write this. There are ladies who would don't feel like starting conversations but had to and ladies who don't starts conversations at all. There are guys like that too. But when one party feels like they are the only one giving input.. They would just slowly lose faith in their partner.. Maybe it is a problem that they need to solve. But people just don't voice it out, because they are afraid their partner would be angry. Problems that can hardly be solve.. Maybe it wasn't
Meant to be.