I am not special, I am unique

Stop telling me I'm acting like a know-it-all. When you are the fucking stupid retard that I don't want to listen because you are the cause of this. You really think I don't care or respect you? Fuck , if eu were just a mere classmate I would have punch you in the Fucking face no matter what would happen. You didn't know I was rude? Ever since I adapted to your attitude. I changed. I changed into a guy who does thing with a motive. I'm now afraid of my inner character. I dont want to let my anger take over myself. Ive been through this alot of time already. Stop thinking that I'm just so rude or rush, that I m gonna get punched in the face because of my attitude. Like I do not have problems myself? I know how to hold it back. I know how not to go head on against an enemy. Day after day I've trying to survive each day like it's just a game. I keep telling myself to live a life where everyday is a gift and not what we deserve but it's hard when people treat me like I'm a piece of shit. You really think so? Oh.. Well fuck you ! Happy ?