I am not special, I am unique

Anger is not only an emotion. It's something that motivates you to do things. Whether it's correct or not. Trust me.. I feel like killing myself... Or someone else but I'm afraid of the consequences ... Inside my mind ... Everything turns chaotic... Chaotic ... Bloodshed people dying
All around me. Do you see what I see? Hope not. Because it's like my mind is filled with horrible things...