I am not special, I am unique

Dear blog,
I am lost again. I don't know what to do, where to go or who I want to be with. I wake up each day aimless as I was when I fall asleep. Is it because my friends at work are slowly leaving? Is it because school has started? Is it because I just didn't talk to people about what I am troubled about? I can't help about the first reason, people leave and we have to accept it. If it's because school has started, then it's also something I can't solve. And if it's the last reason.. I wouldn't be able to solve it..because I don't know what I am troubled about..
I want to let go of all of this stress, and be happy again...but each time I try I find something more saddening.
I go to work and people are leaving..
I go to school and I was given a notice that I had to pay my school fees..
I stay at home and realise I have all of these other issues that I have..
My life is just holding itself with loose strands of strings.. My family isn't doing well..
Relationship wise, I didn't have any to begin with
I feel empty on the inside.. what are my goals?

Should I just go live my life aimlessly?