Hmm..

So I was scrolling through my facebook newsfeed and saw my cousin's post.. she wrote things regarding my elder cousin, her brother... He... Has passed away... The feeling right now that I'm feeling.. is really confusing.. a part of me is feeling really sad while the other confused with the situation. My family wasn't close with theirs in the few years after my great grand mother passed on.. and I don't really communicate much with my elder cousin. But still, he was an elder brother to me back in the day. I hope he left in peace and without suffering.