I am not special, I am unique

I believe an apology isn't going to solve anything. I doubt you came to my blog.. Why didn't I just tell you directly? Why am I so confuse with what I am doing right now? I work game sleep, work game sleep.. What have I done? How different am I? I didn't change into a better person.. in fact, I became who I once said never to become. It is too late... Just too late...