December 17 2014,
Life's been alright, schools fine and I am enjoying myself with my friends.
I was allocated into a team for my project work, it's been a roller coaster ride. One of my teammate is demanding yet doesn't seem to understand we are a team, and we should at least consider our teammate's feelings when making decisions. Constantly finding myself tying loose ends for my team, even if it means sacrificing sleep after working.
Work had been fun, well some times..I enjoy working with some of my colleagues and others, lets just say it isn't as joy-able. Been doing alot of closing and dinner shifts. Next week, all this is going to change, I am going to be doing 3 days of opening. This is such a harsh transition from my current working schedules. Oh well... life isn't all sunshine and rainbows..
This week.. I am attending C&I week, a heck load of time wasted on practical project designing. I was also separated from my original group mates and joined another with 1 man short. I took it as an opportunity to actually do something for this module, but who would have expected that this group has a Hot headed selfish guy. He constantly refuse to understand my reasons when I tried to correct their group design, I feel like a constant jackass because of this guy. He keeps giving me remarks and body languages that make me feel distant from the group, it feels like I am breaking up a family at this point. My other mates are awesome, I pretty much love them. It feels nice to find some joy in a pit of horror.
It feels empty sometimes.. I feel like I'm the coldest person in the world..Would my life end feeling this way? Maybe I'm just sleep deprived. I can't blame anyone for that.
I miss the past, but its time to look at the present and embrace the future.
Future me, the me today feel happy with friends, empty alone. Has the you reading this located the something that can fill this hole ?
I just want you to know I am here for you every day...
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