08/02/2016
Sunday, Day 1 of CNY
1:24 p.m.
It's the new year, feels like any other day to me. Slowly lost the joy of doing stuff that I like doing, and beginning to hate the stuff I dislike doing.
If there was one thing I wish I could do, it would be becoming that ignorant and naive me again. I never want to see things badly, I don't wanna think people have hidden motives, I don't wanna feel like people hates me. I want to lose all of this feelings and return to a me without the constant lack of security. Maybe all of this talks in my house has affected my mindset, I don't trust people like I used to anymore. I wish I didn't have any problems to face, but that's just straight out dumb. That's not stopping me from wishing. It is my given rights to believe in anything. Believe.
You know what, I should start believing myself, I've lost that aspect of life. Why do I keep giving up?
Right, I will start believing myself.
Is all this years, driven by my ignorance?
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