Night 4

Heylooo
Its been 4 days, been thinking about you on and off. Terrible sleep last night, keep having nightmare of someone Commiting suicide infront of me. Had pasta for lunch and dinner, I feel 10 times more Italian, gonna grow so goatee to match my portfolio as a italian, good looking chap.
Hahaha bhb max.
Sooooooooo ive been thinking.. How I should start..well talking to you for real again! I called for the break to let us forgo our frustrations and focus abit on our lifes, to hopefully reconcile us, hopefully it works for you cuz it isnt working for me. I am constantly resisting myself from hitting you up. I keep seeing people who reminds me of you, part of me feel like my brain farted or something and the other is enjoying it. I dont know.. Maybe I am still abit crazy about you. In my head *point at head*, this head, I keep having memories of you. Image of you being angry 😠, image of you smiling😃, image of you walking away and towards me, image of you suddenly walking up on me nearly giving me a heart attack and drop my phone. Image of you standing right infront of me, every inch of you right there finally before me. I miss you...
Goodnight wiggle tight ^^