A little late, 3 days into my day job. First few days was pretty smooth going but kept hitting myself with irrational anxiety. I finally settle down on day 3 and get whack in the face with the team breaking down on the upcoming system to regulate performance.
Needless to say it stresses me when I sit at the bottom of the barrell.
I come home and the first thing I hear is my parent remarking on the expenses. I get it, he is hinting me to fork out my pay but as much as I want to I won't be paid full anytime soon and I am struggling to survive these few weeks with just $150 dollars.
I am more exhausted with the responsibilties than I thought. I am losing sleep, either not falling asleep after hours of tossing or waking up in the middle of the night and stay awake till day break. Hope this gets better.
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