I am not special, I am unique

So i am the one who cause you go hospital? no i didn't? I make you lose money? im not god...i was never that evil..who do you hink i am...i hate it when you insult me with your words...and say your sorry when your not....one minute your okay...the other min your there nagging me.....Im so useless you want me out of the house? Im so use less you never thought that i was your son? so what if i don't look like you? so what if im not as filial as others? you just compare and compare...hey?! im you son.... you should be fucking proud....if not fuck your self....see me as a dumb son? oh okay...den go buy a dog....call me go die? should i just take a knife or eat pills? help me....i want someone to talk to ....I hate this live now....I cannot study in this way....I only wanted to play and study....yes i shout when i am playing game...so what? thats call excitement....of cause you don't know....cause your old....i got hw mah? its friday you fucker....fuck my life...i have enough of this....you want die go to hell!