I am not special, I am unique

Today was nice...I managed to talk....more...more than I was doing before...it feels...nice..but...yeah I guess this wonderland dream will end someday...4 more days..infact... when she treat nicer towards me...you and her will be in a argument or a misunderstanding ...i don't know why...its like a sure ...when she actually never guailan me...there must be something happening.....If this was the true side of her...I...don't mean it...but...its..like...someway its a "I told you so" kind of thing...Im not saying shes not goood or shes bad..but sometimes she think for herself..you know? I wish someone actually understand what i type just now....cause I don't....I love you...but I don't want to hurt you...Its not im not matured or what,but I don't really...super...understand what you think. I m not that kind of guy thats super understanding but I will still be a caring guy that sits 2 tables infront of you just to look at you while your drinking green tea, laughing when talking to hui wen or just when you walk by near me..Sounds perverted....but...yeah i do...I do look at you when your drinking...throwing the rubbish or even when you go to ask teacher for something....I will just see if you managed to see me...smiling...and give me a smile back...One day you will.. I believe ...someday....someday i will meet you again...someday My shoulder will be for you when you need to rest...of cuz unless you bring your own pillow or smth...er...anyway...yea that....pretty much all...If you manage to read here..thanks..at least i know someone is reading this and i know what im typing has a reader...     I <3 you