I am not special, I am unique

I don't have anyone to blame,what's not mine is never mine.....
Every night, I look at you " Good Night" messages and Pictures of you on my phone. I know, it's disgusting right? I know, he is much more .... Worthy... If you put it that way. From the start, I never wanted to give up, I'm now staring blankly in my phone.. everything ... I guess, ends here... I'm gonna lie on my bed... Continuing what I do... I love you but I know you don't Love me....text me if you need someone to talk. Remember, everything Is going to work! Trust
Me : )