May 22 entry

Dear blog,
I'm confused, I'm starting to think more and more.. About this minute things and big ones... I want to be that smooth guy ya know? Always got ways to fix loose end well ya know! It's hard to even try... Today.. I looked at her right into her eyes . I wanted to say something to her but I'm afraid things won't turn out the way I wanted.. So I kept my mouth shut .. Like a freaking failure but .. I'm 100% sure she looked back at me.. At leas that worked out for me.