I am not special, I am unique

Dear Blog,
I am back to that I hate being with people state. My parents are arguing everyday because of the most ridiculous things. I am starting to believe my father that he has anxiety disorder. I can't communicate with ada. I don't know whats wrong with me, I can't think straight. Its been so long, I always been looking forward to talk to her, but today.. I just got so paranoid over everything. I tried to text her in the cutest way I could, and end up doing everything wrongly. I don't think its because im tired, I am not. Maybe I don't feel the sense of security after all the fights between my parents and the mysterious man thing with ada.
I want to be happy, well I am enjoying a marvelous life, but I wish to have some one to love and someone who loves me in return.
Quote of the day: Life is like the sands of a hour, it will soon runs out. live life with no regrets today and be happy to live another tomorrow. I love you, but I just don't feel right.