I am not special, I am unique

Life is good now, but I am not. I keep getting myself busy with various things and neglect ada. (SORRY!) I feel so bad, she has been so so nice to me. 10X maybe even 100X better than when we were back in 2010/11. She makes me smile even if I am tired from work or in the middle of my arguing parents. Still.. right at this moment, i haven't talked to her since yesterday. Gonna text her now ^^