A little big of life update

Currently stuck at trying not to die from being sick and trying not to die from school and trying not to die from work. Its like a fucking vicious cycle that just stacks infinitely. I don't know what to do. All I can think of is just escape escape escape. I keep thinking of quitting my shit. I don't even know if im good enough. Headaches almost everyday and a never ending flu doesnt help...
All I wanna do is sleep and then each time I do, the guilt just fucks me over.