Log 6

I knew being socially awkward was a problem I have with people I'm not close with. It's something I'm actively aware.

I've often avoided conversations due to this, I would avoid acquaintances, be it from work or school. I've also avoided shops that require me to converse with others.

However, there are days where my confidence sky rockets, either due to a spike in testosterone or smth scientific Idk.
I also overcome this when I am with friends. It's a very unfortunate but interesting situation.

29th May 2019, I was told that I am very awkward person to be with. It's different when someone tells you in the face.

I've never felt more disappointed in myself before. It's time to make a change.

Confident me confidence in me.