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I don't know what has gotten into me. I knew I was always needy, it was evident even in my friendships, but i thought i would be better in this relationship. I love her so much, but the moment came I just couldn't manage everything that's going on. I wanna be there physically with her and I can't, i really didn't know anything to say that I was confident it wouldn't hurt her. I just want to hug you and be silent with you, this way i know i can show you i love you without hurting you.

You're in so much discomfort and pressure but i couldnt serve to be your relief. Yet here I am being your reason to break down. 

I'm a terrible person.. Hearing you cry broke my heart.. I wanna die.. 

I miss you so much